Impulse

I finally read one, you know one of Ellen Hopkins novel. But I actually wanted to start read Crank but the library surprisingly didn’t have any copies. But I really did like the book. It was like that book Freak boy I mean the writing style was written in a jagged poem style. When I began reading it I couldn’t put it down at all it was addicting Hah get it addicting you would get that awful pun if you read Crank. But in Impulse it wasn’t really focused on addiction more on kids who are trying to a find reason to live life. If you haven’t read this book I suggest you stop reading right now because I will reveal spoilers.

In the end of the book when Conner jumps I was so shocked and I didn’t really get why he killed himself because I really thought he was going to make it. But really wasn’t anyone else shocked when they read that part because I nearly dropped the right there but since I am blogging about it means I finished it obviously. I didn’t want him to die, i thought he was a good person who was badly hurt and that wound just evolved over time. So yes I was so sad especially for Tony and Vanessa they were really upset with his suicide. But a good outcome of the book is that Tony and Vanessa found love in each other and will be able to heal together.  If you really think about how many thought one of those two would kill themselves first but in the end they are alive and found a really good reason to live.

While reading these book I learned a good lesson of life, if you keep moving on then you can then heal and find happiness just like Tony and Vanessa. Because reading about them falling in love made me think about how they were hurt so much but were able console within each other. So that is my message to you is that life can be hurtful and so painful that you want to die but if you keep moving on you may just find meaning and most importantly love as cheesy as that sounds but it can be true if you try.